Fishin  (Taken with instagram)

Fishin (Taken with instagram)


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You have no idea… And no heart…

It really hurts to know that girls these days love to gossip so much.. I mean personally I would rather be talking about positive things instead of bringing others down to make themselves feel better? Reallll nice… Now apparently it’s wrong to be nice to special needs kids? I will never apologize for treating them like a normal human being because in the end that is all they want. We are all human.. And if this is wrong and this friendship should only be while we are at school or in class with them? That’s not fair to them at allllll! I would hate if I had a friend that I felt like was forced to talk to me during a certain period of time and for that time only. That’s not real at all.. I’m not a fake person and I believe that everyone should be treated equal! And I would never, ever take advantage of these kids. I get mad at the thought of people being so cruel to do that… I love them so much! That thought would never cross my mind. If anything I try to do all that I can to make someone smile. So if you want to hate on me for that. Go ahead because I will never stop treating a human being who is so called “special” differently then I do everyone else. They don’t deserve that and I hope that people would do the same because honestly they are the most caring, sweet, genuine people you could ever meet! I’m blessed to have known them and I tend to one day be a special needs teacher!


Stressing like crazyyy

I wish the road towards college was more fun. So far I have done NOTHING but stress out about it. I have no idea what to expect, and I have no idea where I will end up. This is a scary thought! I’m stressing out because I need to do better on the ACT then I can get into the college I thought was the one for me but after consideration I might have another one in mind. I’m not that picky of a girl, I just want somewhere kinda close to home. So now I’m looking at what else is out there but still hoping/praying to do better because this is my last chance. But until then I’m stressing out like crazy while everyone is getting excited for prom and such.. Unlike me. I’m still on my grind..


We all are going though a crazy/confusing/exciting time. But now I think I’m ready. Ready for something new, new people, new experiences the whole thing. This is kinda strange for me to say because I typically don’t like change but now I’m ready. I would like to find people who actually care about me and just overall something different. Not that I don’t love how my life is.. It’s just time for something new and now it’s time for change like it or not. But at least I’m ready for it.. I know it will be an adjustment but I know my family will be behind me 100% where ever I go to school and will always be here for me. I love them so much and I’m so so so blessed to have them